Monday, June 14, 2010

The Beginning

Like, I can blame my fatness on a WHOLE BUNCH OF SHIT. Parents, boyfriends, stress, school, blah blah blah. Eff all that. We are grown around these parts and keeping it 100 is what I do best. So I take full responsibility for my actions.

Now with THAT said lol, there are probably more than a few instances where... let's just say my BRAIN didn't conjure a solution to an issue fast enough and food was always RIGHT THERE.

One particular instance, and I'm sure more than a LOT of ya'll will agree, a broken heart will make you do some of your WORST EATING O.M.G. Try a full Chinese take out dinner and I'm talking good old fashioned AMERICAN Chinese, grease and eggs and deep fried dumplings and crab rangoon, EASILY a 2,000+ calorie meal...every night... for a month... after midnight... then sleep.
I gained 40 pounds in less than two months.

Freshman 15? yea NO try Senior 60. That was 2003.

I've tried everything under the sun to kick start this weight loss journey, the Lemonade cleanse, the green tea cleanse, the sea salt and water cleanse. I even thought certain days of the week held bad energy for beginning work outs lol. ANY excuse I could tell myself, or someone else...

But no more excuses, no blaming anyone, hell I wanna shop at H&M too lol, I am a fashionista at heart and the 3 stores I am currently limited to shopping at, Lane Bryant, Torrid and Ashley Steward are just not enough anymore. I'm trying to rock some stilettos without having my ankles look like this chick here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_0eINGyJHz8&feature=related

#Imjustsayin

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